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तरी मला थोपटल्याशिवाय आई कधी झोपली नाही...
घरापासून दूर आता म्हणूनच कदाचित
शांत झोप कधी लागली नाही...

कुणी विचारतं...
" तुला घरी जावंसं वाटत नाही......???"
कसं सांगू त्यांना, घरातून निघताना
आईला मारलेली मिठी सोडवत नाही...

आई, तू सांगायची गरज नाही
तुला माझी आठवण येते...
माझे मन देखील येथे

तुझ्यासाठिच झुरते...

तुझ्या हातचा चहा
तुझ्या हातची पोळी...
तुझ्या हातची माझी नावडती भाजीही खायला
माझी जीभ आसुसली...

घरापासून दूर...
आई जग खूप वेगळं आहे
तुझ्या सावलित अगदी बिनधास्त होते
आता रणरणतं ऊन आहे...

तू आपल्या पिलांसाठी
सगळं केलंस...
एक दिवस पिलं म्हणाली , "आई, आता आम्हाला जायचंय ..."
आणि तू त्यांना जाऊ दिलंस

आई, तू इथे नाहीस
बाक़ी माझ्याकडे सगळं आहे...
घरापासून दूर
जग खूप वेगळं आहे......

My Precious Treasure......

Who is......

my ideal....

my guide.....

my teacher.....

my caretaker.....

my best friend.....

My Mother......

Yes...... My Mama....... who has been & is always there for me whenever I need her........ & even when I dont need her........

But all this that I feel for her..... her need....... the way she has cared for me & brought me up in a very secured & happy atmosphere.......how much she strived & kept me away from all the evil & bad people...... all......... all that she has done for me........ I understood & felt only when I went away from her......... that is in last 4 yrs....

Like everybody....... even I took her for granted........ (even now I take her for granted, but.... d difference is that now I know it....) Always ........ shouted at her when I was angry....... cried in her arms when I was sad..... demanded that I wanted....... & she has beared everything........ without even uttering a word........ or shouting at me....

Now....... when I'm away from her for days together........ I know how much she has done for me........(is doing for me) Now I know the importance of she being there for me always........ whenever I wanted her.......... hearing patiently to everything that I have to say & share with her......... being happy when I'm happy ......... crying when I'm hurt & sad......... being strict when I'm rude & wrong........ guiding me......... Making me strong & confident....... making me capable of taking my own decisions.......... (right or wrong)........ n to face the results of it.......... Well - well......... the list is never-ending.........

But the most important that she tells me since from childhood:

"There are positive & negative qualities in every person....... but always search & take atleast one positive quality"

There are many such important things that she has told & taught me....... that I will follow for whole life......... but this is the one that I like the most....... which is also the easiest........

I remember a nice story which truly explains all that a mother does for us..... n also how we are towards her.......

A small boy..... who has just given his exams & started with summer holidays..... starts to go to his fathers shop..... there he see's his father giving bills the work he is doing......He see's this for 2-3 days & thinks of doing the same with his mother........ So the next day, he writes:

brought milk - 5 rs.

took care of baby - 10 rs.

helped in d work - 5 rs.

brought medicine - 10 rs.

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Total - 30 rs.

He keeps this bill so that its easily seen by his mother & leaves ot play....... Next day, early in the morning when he wakes up......... he see's near his pillow 30 rs. & a bill written by his mother....... which goes like this:

took care of u when u were ill - 0 rs.

taught u to read & write - 0 rs.

taught u to walk & talk - 0 rs.

gave everything u wanted - 0 rs.

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Total - nothing

As soon as he reads this......... he starts crying & goes to his mother........ his mother takes him into her arms & says.........

" All that I have done for u is now paid by your tears.........."

Thanks a lot Maa.......

For everything...

Back with a Bang......

Hey..... Namaskaar!!!
Back after a long..... long...... well well, a tooooooo long gap...... :)
Kya kare...... Was busy with lots n lots of things...... like holidaying n ejoying with my whole family...... friends; trying to settle my career (which is still not settled.....) treats..... plays..... shopping.... new friends....... new courses...... new people n hence loads of new experiences.......
M really very happy to be back n to be writting again........... cz. there's soooooo much to write........ to express......... to share.........
I really like this space very much........ its one of my favourites. U can express ur feelings, ur thoughts, ur views, anything and everything that u feel n want to express n share with all.......... A cool place to be........
Similarly I'm glad n most happy to be back in Mumbai, with all its busy n rocking life........ I was really missing it a looooooot...........
Well......... its high time n I'm really very sleepy..........
So Bbye for now n Shubhratri........... :))
Cya in my next posting...........

Duniya Badal Gayi Hai Chatting Se :))

Duniya badal gayi hai chatting se

Hoti hai ab hacking chatting se

Hoti thi ladkian subah shaam hamari gali mein

Nikalna hogaya unka band chatting se

Kyunki hoti hain ab to setting chatting se

Duniya ho gayi hai bekar chatting se

Hoti hain kharab aakhein chatting se

Pehle karte hum dost baatein hotelon mein

Peetay the chai waghera hotelon mein

Khoob hoti thi masti hotelon mein

Khate they mazaak kia karte they

Ab to hoti hai baat to who bhi chatting se

Bekaar hogaya hai telephone chatting se

Hojaati hai ab voice chat chatting se

Pata nahin tha kya matlab hota hai asl ka

Pata chal gaye sare matlab chatting se

Ho rahein hain badnam Log chatting se

Kehtay hain k aati hai English chatting se

Main kehti hoon hogayi hai English kharab chatting se

Hoti thi badi dhoom dhaam se shadi

Shadiyan ho raha hain ab chatting se

Ab to aisa lagta hai ke janaab

Mohabbat hogayee hai chatting se....!!!

To fir kab aa rahe ho chating pe.

RAJE...!!!

A name with which so many memories of mine are attached with........ with whom I have a bond so strong n so dear that I cant think living without him......... Now dont scratch ur heads n think anything......... I'm talking bout my

BROTHER YashodeepRaje

When we were kids, I was the one who always used to beat him n do mischieves, while he was very silent n never even used to cry......... My Mom always tells me that once while playing, I had literally ran over him.... but he didnt even cry.......

As we got older though the love between us increased, simultaniously our fights too...... but he never was wrong...... no matter we fought on which issue........ he was always right........

I still remember, that even when we were old enough to understand that we shouldnt fight this way....... we used to fight a lot....... n mostly the reason used to be the T.V. I used to watch TV like mad........ each n every serial, movie....... n anything which was telecasted on it, no matter if it was repeated one. He never liked TV since childhood n so we used to fight, as whenever I used to on it, he used to shut it.......... Now looking back, I'm myself mesmerised n dont believe that why on earth I used to watch it so much n waste my time..........

Now, dont just think n believe that we used to fight only............ the way he has encouraged me n supported me in my right decisions is unmeasurable.......... The reason that I could come to Mumbai n stay there for 2 yrs n do MMS is because he supported me the most. Most of my thinkings n good habits are credited to him. Though he is younger to me........... He is the one who always directs me on the right track whenever I'm going wrong, he is the one who explains me the 2 sides of anything in which I'm confused n not able to decide n thus helps me in taking decisions which I feel hard to.........

Though I lived in Mumbai, but I never felt that I was away from him, as he was always there whenever I needed him.......... But now I'm missing him very much......... I'm missing his scoldings, his jokes, n his encoragement n appriciation even in the smallest things I do.......

This would be my first Rakshabandhan that is without him........ But on this occasion I would like to Thank God for giving me such a Great n Lovable brother.........

I'm missing U a LOT Bro.......

Friend......

The most important n dear person in everyones life...... Actually it is must for everyone to have atleast one friend in his/her life. A friend, one whom u can trust, share everything with n also look forward for help when in need........

Everything has changed....... n so has friendship. When I see my mummy's n papa's friends, though they rarely meet n that too after a gap of years, still they meet as if only few days have past. Actually now everything has changed in their life, everyone has his own family n a totally different world, but still the eagerness n happines in their meating is at peak. Eachone will always remember eachother atleast at some special occassion n will force to attend it. Whenever my papa goes to Pune, his college friends definitely meet at their regular katta keeping aside all urgent n important things. But todays friendship is so different..........

Today the most used medium of communication between friends is the mobile, mostly sms. Remembering someone, just sms......... wanna wish someone, just sms......... want help from someone, just sms......... even when u feel like fighting, just sms.......... Its so mechanical!!! I agree that todays environment has changed..... its technology thats ruling n also so efficient. The instantness in it makes it very useful.

Actually I would say that............ not the enviornment, but the person living in the environmrnt has changed n so he has changed everything around him as his convinience, as his wants. Today everyone wants others to feel that he/she is too busy, everyone is going for the status n to get that money is given importance. The most important thing (which is so commonly heared these days form everyone) is that, everyone wants his/her own space??? I really dont understand what do they exactly mean by this.......... N it is even in the most important n reliable husband n wife relationship............

I just dont get this......... Why dont people understand that the feeling of sharing something, demanding something, surprises, have so much happiness in them............ this gives everything........ nops this is everything that today people strive for in the developed countries. The lack of all these feelings is the reason for so many depressed people going even as far as suicide........ Why are we accepting that which the others are throwing??? When we already have it??? Why do we need a Friendship day to tell our friends how important they are for us??? But this is whats going on today....... n some things (i.e. the good ones) we have to accept.......... atleast people express their emotions is what is important for me, n so I accept these days (but not all)

The most important thing n emotion in life for which everyone dies is Love, n Friendship is the base for it...........

So............

Happy Friendship day!!! :)

The Swarg of Bharat...

Yes, M talking bout Jammu & Kashmir! I have just returned from Garware where my Sir, who guided me for my summers, had called me to meet him. He has just returned from an Amarnath yatra n wanted to show me the pics n share his experiences there. Well, frankly speaking,he has enjoyed his trip a lot n has to his account a great variety of experiences, full of thrill n pleasure.

The fact of the words, which is the topic of my write-up, I understood fully when I saw the pics of his tour which mostly were of Jammu n Kashmir. It's really an awesome place. The scenaries, gardens, roads, flowers, houses everything is so much like a place which we usually dream of. I was just imagining what it must have felt to travel at a place like that(as I had could do only that). The way of the yatra through the Glaciers n chilled chilled water. The ice rain they experienced, the mountains full with ice. The way in which people treated them as yatris, heartily enquiring each one n forcing to eat n take their seva. Everything being so full of devotion! Fully Shivmaya!

The thing that hurt me n forced me to think a lot n also to write this article was the condition, thoughts n want of the people living there. The facts that Sir got to know by talking to people there are really very sickening. There is not a single Social Service Organisation working in whole of the Jammu & Kashmir, whereas it is very important n necessary to have one as it is the link between the people n the Government. The people there are afraid to inform abount any millitant though they want to due to the fear of the government n also the millitants. The Government being irresponsible n there are great chances of the information leaking bout who gave the information. The millitants who may attack n kill any of their family members at anytime, you just cant help it.

The infrastructure is in very bad condition n not proper, n the reason which the MLA's give for this is very funny alongwith being serious n thought provoking one. N the reason is that, if in any case a time comes when due to international pressure(U.S. being the lead n major role player) we are forced to give J&K to Pakistan, then why to invest in infrastructure n similar work as it will prove a fruitless investment for us n profitablr for Pakistan! Can u just think of such a reason???

Actually seeing, the issue of J&K has now become so so messed up (Congress playing a vital role in this) that even if one wants deperately n tries to solve this issue, he'll not understand where to start from! This would have not happened if Nehru n all the other Congress leaders had not kept it as an issue only to fill up their Vote Bank which is really very shamefull n tidious for us now. The thought of how the Kashmiri's would suffer practically because of their greed didnt ever cross Nehru's mind, even of Indira Gandhi's??? Well we cannot say!

But the question still remains,
Isn't there any - any way to solve all this mess of J&K n give its residents a happy, peaceful n normal life??? Isnt it a one sided LOVE.......